July 2010
1 post
“Through the hard-ships I’ve endured; I conquered and stood. Through the great...”
– Jordan A.
November 2009
1 post
"Shun."
Their was a time when my world was filled with darkness. Where I tried to fill the hole with love. I stopped dreaming so I tried to fill it up with something. Still trying to make my mind up. Am I free or am I tied up? Only I know when I slip, yes I slip, I’m an animal. Coupe’ De Grace the darkness that rest assures within my aura. In your eyes I see somebody I knew once before, long,...
October 2009
1 post
Dear Eyeliner,
When we was near each other, things we’re beyond fantastic. Despite the struggles that stun me to my knees, you decided to add upon them. I never expected our friendship to end in front of me because I kept you safe and because of a silly past of mines. I know I wasn’t built perfect but If I wanted to be, I’d tried my best to be perfect just to receive our friendship once...
September 2009
5 posts
Dear JD,
I want you to know that I cheerished everyday you stood beside me. As much as I wanted you to be here today; cycle of life drag you away. I clearly wasn’t prepared for you to embark despite being aware that your time was drawing to a near end. Even though I sometimes complained about the long walks I would take you on; I loved it. I am dearly missing them. You clearly brought a positive side...
“Someone influenced to change against others is better worth not wasting anytime...”
– Me.
“I’m living in a dream with unrealistic goals that many doubt will ever...”
– Me.
“People are like a painting. Once the paint begins to smear, it changes. The...”
– Me.
“You cannot predict the future If you still dwell In the past.”
– Me.
August 2009
18 posts
My Salvation is My Destruction.
I got a plan that will astonish you;
You got a plan that will demolish me.
I got an idea that will fly us above;
You got an idea that will ground us below.
I want to hold your hands;
You want to spit onto mines.
I want to pick you up;
You want to put me down.
I want to hold you;
You want to push me away.
I want to kiss you;
You want to turn around.
I want to love you;
You want to hate...
“Their is a lot of lessons in this short life. You will obviously face obstacles;...”
– Me.
“I have complete power over myself; mentally, emotionally, and physically.
I...”
– Me.
“I don’t really know what to gain nor expect during this lifetime.
I...”
– Me.
“Standing to the point of approval. Decieved to the point of desperation.”
– Me.
“You’re like a painting. Once the paint begins to smear off, you change.”
– Me.
“I don’t know what the future has in store for me, but I do know what...”
– Me.
The One.
You are the girl, I been dreaming about,
Since I was a little boy.
Have me biting my tongue and twisting my words around.
Ever since the dreams, this has been deep on my conscious.
You are the girl, I desired ever since.
Since I was growing up.
Have my mind running wild and I must play the fool.
I lost my ability to walk straight, I wanna dance with you.
Let it be me that holds your...
“Failure proves their was a chance of success.”
– Me.
“You know what happens when you believe someone is perfect? You find a disturbing...”
– Me.
“You’ll all I seem to find when I lose my mind. In time, we will find, that...”
– Me.
Good begin, Evil End lyrics.
I’m so bad baby.
Summer hates me because I sing sad songs that brings rain and separates the sunshine from the clouds.
I’m so bad baby.
Darkness has consume any light that proudly shined.
I can’t no longer tell the difference between good and evil.
I’ve been long consumed long time ago through sands of time since you walked away through the door that shut.
I’m...
“Today may have been unexpected. But tomorrow morning is another day to expect...”
– Me.
Don't Stop, Don't End lyrics.
Don’t ever stop before it begins.
Don’t ever say it’s over before it ends.
Don’t you want to be, don’t you want to be happy so lend me your hands.
Don’t be shallow, don’t be scared my dear.
As long as short distance occurs, you’ll be fine.
These emotions are only the beginning of our love.
Chrous
Is it hard to ever notice,
what our love...
Time Toll.
So here we are, I’m caught off gaurd from the new day.
So just embrace me to see if this is real.
As sands of time, extinguishes constantly.
As day and night exchange hours.
As hours roll by, I realize I’m still besides you.
I bleed it out just to see the blood take time to roll down off my skin.
I’m waiting it out to see if you’re still there.
Don’t let the...
Dear Marie.
I’m sorry to state that I am ashamed to admit that compared to you is a losing game. Without any excuse you should realize, the truth you are worth more beyond the price of diamond and gold combined. Their is no price that can be sold to win the affection but the truth stated from honesty not lies. Their is no procession that can be traded to win the acceptance, but the individual time to...
“If you’d be super, than i’ll be your hero.”
– Me.
“It’s funny how I realized that the biggest problem was the things I cared...”
– Me.
July 2009
60 posts
A Fail Victory In Life.
Let’s pretend that I knew I could.
So I can have a fake accomplishment in this life where I always seem to fail.
Everything I touch dies or flickers away.
Vanishing from sight or grip.
Story of my life.
Why can’t I vanish for once?
Everything and everyone seem to accomplish that.
They all share something in common.
Yet I stand on top of this hill, near the lonely grass.
A...
How I feel about you.
You have gotten close to me.
Somewhere along the line, you replaced and forgotten me.
Somewhere along the line, you realized I wasn’t the one you truly desire.
Something happened that I didn’t want to happen between us.
What that is you wonder?
A distance between us.
I will miss you because honestly, I want to walk away because I’ve made you my first place.
Somehow, for...
“I never want to vanish from this world, even after my death. I want to leave my...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Happiness and love is the true nature of being complete. Something I believe we...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Have you ever had a stain on your shirt that doesn’t seems to go away?...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
I miss the 90’s.
Afterlife Thoughts.
I wonder when I die, If I’ll leave a positive mark in this world. Not just to my friends or family, but to people I never met. You truly know when people you never met in your life, show sympathy that you left a positive mark in this life time. Why is that? Because the fact they heard of you proves they know about your accomplishments or mistakes in life. Meaning you went above and beyond....
“Friends aren’t always everlasting, but enemies are.”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
Poetry 12.
“The World Divided Into Two.”
Hallucinating in this unbalanced gigantic world.
Clearly too vast for the both of us.
So we will yield it segment by segment.
What we righteously procure in this world.
I will procure it all, than present it to you.
The world is what we deserve.
When the clench grip was place among you,
distance stood abridged.
“I’ll erase you like a burn page in a history book. You’ll be...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“I might not go to Heaven, but I do believe in angels the day I set my eyes among...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Love creates a wider distance that can be stretch beyond our imagination.”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Their isn’t a word in the dictionary that can perfectly describe you...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“When you left my clench grip, I realized I was better off.”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Triumphing is a extraordinary feeling when it lurks within us.To prove them...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Some journeys are better left undiscovered.
Theirs only one life so enjoy it.”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“You can’t create justice nor peace in this world by committing the...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
“Even after death,
one can never fade.
Because their imprinted to our memory...”
– Jordan, ♥☮♫!
